"Lucid" lyrics

Light fades from all the wounds that never healed
I'm drowning inside the only place I've ever known
Closer and closer I get, I can't relieve the stress of
Feeling like I'm missing a part of me
What hurts the most is that I never see your ghost
To tell you all the things I've hidden from the world

(It only kills me slowly)

Are you terrified of me?
Caught up in the undertow again
Are you even listening to me?
Then take me away, take me away from this place

It's tough to clean up the mess you've made
I'm counting every second so patiently
As time passes over me
Oooh
I took for granted every second of a beautiful paradise
I'm starting to wonder why I'm willing to pay the price
All those years were wasted on me

Are you terrified of me?
Caught up in the undertow again
Are you even listening to me?
Then take me away, take me away through the clouds

There's no going back
I can feel you there
Your hands around my throat
Your presence like a disease
It opens up the monster in me
Monster in me
(It opens up the monster in me)