"Paradise" lyrics

For years you were pulling away at the seams of a catastrophe
I had you dead to rights all those meaningless nights
But I begged for forgiveness desperately
Pull me closer as I slip away
Your ignorance, your ignorance has found its way to me
Stop acting like you're fighting for this because it's clear you've given up
You're so far away, far away from this reality

Lost along the way

And it hurts to know you're wrong for sleeping next to me
I'm afraid to face the lies you've told me every day
I am screaming out your name but you're not hearing me
You're not hearing me, lost along the way

Standing at the edge of the knife
How does it feel to lose control?
Fathom misconceptions
Just to go by the name of degenerate

Hanging by a thread, this pressures haunting me
I can't resist the love of hating you

And it hurts to know you're wrong for sleeping next to me
I'm afraid to face the lies you've told me every day
I am screaming out your name but you're not hearing me
You're not hearing me, lost along the way

Lost along the way