"Cherry" lyrics

I always go worst case
Making my headspace
Look like somebody threw a party
And nobody came

A couple thought grenades
Keep ticking in my brain
What kind of guru can I hire for rewiring
How long will it take?
Can I pick it up Monday?

It wouldn't be so bad
If I still had that
Sense of wonder that I plundered
In the seventh grade

I can be so dramatic
Or I could just call a couple friends
I bet we come up with six impossible things
Before breakfast

I'm still holding on to hope
'Cause there was something in my horoscope saying
You've got everything you want already
Even the cherry

Write it down, let it go
Could be cool, you never know
Just trying to keep the channel open
And stay in the flow

So why's it feel like a big lie?
Damage I can't identify
If doubting myself is a job
I'm working overtime

I can be so dramatic
Or I could just call a couple friends
I bet we come up with six impossible things
Before breakfast

I'm still holding on to hope
'Cause there was something in my horoscope saying
You've got everything you want already
Even the cherry

I'm still holding on to hope
'Cause the stars know something that I don't

I'm still holding on to hope
'Cause the stars know something that I don't

I'm still...