"The Steps" lyrics

I cried on my honeymoon
I think I got married a little too soon
But thank god
Cause I probably would've self sabotaged
Had Blue in mom's living room
Part of me hated being under her roof
But thank God
Cause it took a village to keep me alive
One part of my gemini
Really likes to paint inside the lines
And it weighs on this heart of mine
That wants to know the other side

I followed what comes next
I tried to take control
But all it ever left
Was me in the same place
More lines on the same face
If timings heaven sent
And it feels right in my soul
Silly girl, then let's
Just enjoy the dance
And forget the steps

Don't know where this blueprint came from
Was it seventeen magazine
Or the way that it's been done
Before me
My parents' story
That's just me performing
Boring

I followed what comes next
I tried to take control
But all it ever left
Was me in the same place
More lines on the same face
If timings heaven sent
And it feels right in my soul
Silly girl, then let's
Just enjoy the dance
And forget the steps