"guilty pleasure" lyrics

I had a nightmare
You kissed me once
I slept okay
Achin' for your touch
I woke up the next day
Wishin' for release
From this curse
You have placed on me

Was it a nightmare if it's just all I've been thinkin' of?
Was it a nightmare or are you just a guilty pleasure?

I had a nightmare
We were together
You left me
Nothin' but your sweater
And I woke up kinda sad
That you weren't there in my bed
But I guess I can call it somethin' else

And was it a nightmare if it's just all I've been thinkin' of?
And was it a nightmare or are you just a guilty pleasure?
Am I nothing bad?
Am I something bad?
Can you hold me like I am?
Someone better

I had a nightmare
You liked me back
I pushed you away
I'll never let you back
In again

'Cause you're not a nightmare you're all I've dreamed about
And I wish you were somethin' more than a guilty pleasure
Am I just your nightmare?
Is that why you won't come closer?
Am I not your dream girl?
I know I could be better