"train song" lyrics

Walkin' down freight train yard
I hold my breath and see the stars
Laid on your chest
The smell of smoke
Burns through your breath into my bones
And I see your face
A memory of who you were
Now I'm not sure
What is love?
Does it bend only
To break?

Am I supposed
To hide my face?
Am I supposed
To beg you to stay?

I stand alone on these tracks hopin' for you to come back
And I wanna know your rules and religion
And pray that I'm the exception
Two years
To break down your walls
Only to find
I don't want it any more
Show me
Your blood if its warm
I need something
To keep when I'm cold

Am I supposed
To hide my face?
Am I supposed
To beg you to stay?

'Cause I will run
I will run
I will run
I will run

You push and shove
Making new bruises
You call and cry
To tell me excuses
How could a good man
Do this?

Am I supposed
To hide my face?
Am I supposed
To beg you to stay?

'Cause I will run
I will run
I will run
I will run
Am I supposed (Am I supposed)
To save your grace?
I don't
Want it anymore
Am I supposed (Am I supposed)
To beg you to stay?
Am I supposed to
To hide my face?

On
My knees again
You aren't my God
You've never been