"ughhh idk what to name this (if i got the chance song)" lyrics

(One, two, three, four)

I'm a bad decision
For you to be makin'
I'm a bad lover
I'd be a better mother
If I got the chance
If I got the chance
If I got the chance

I get older, but I don't get any wiser
I read your letters
As if it brings us closer
And I'll watch you quietly
I wish I knew how to leave
I'd give you everything

If I got the chance
If I got the chance
If I got the chance

If I got the chance, I'd make a promise that I can keep
We could give it just one try and then not speak
I've never been one to ask for anything
If I got the chance, I'd let you in and let you breathe my everything

I'm a bad decision
I know that's what you're thinking
But you're a bad influence
On my entire bein'
But that wouldn't stop me
From holding you tightly
I'd count your freckles
Like constellations

If I got the chance
If I got the chance