"Is This What I'm Made Of" lyrics

There's a light, I can feel it
But I'm bound to mess it up
Like I've done my whole life
I'm beginning to start believing
Is this what I'm made of? Yup

I hate starting things again
Burning out from waking up
And I'm afraid I'm not a man
Every day, I'm losing luck
I've had every opportunity
To have the things I love
But if I waste another day
I will give up
Why can't I just give up?
Why can't I just give up?

There's a light, I can feel it
But I'm bound to mess it up
Like I've done my whole life
I'm beginning to start believing
Is this what I'm made of
Is this what I'm made of

Somehow, since I was a kid
I think I've been lucky
But it was for somebody else
Not for me
Someone who is thankful
Who takes their chance
A person that's nothing like me

Then I met a pretty girl
That I think is stupid
'Cause she has seen every chance
I blew it
But for a reason I don't understand
She thinks I can do things that I can't

I lay in bed when I'm in my head
I don't have a friend to complain to
There is nothing left, have I reached my end?
I don't think I'm made for this
For this

There's a light, I can feel it
But I'm bound to mess it up
Like I've done my whole life
I'm beginning to start believing
Is this what I'm made of?
Is this what I'm made of?