"Silver Lining" lyrics

Lately, I've been doing okay
I have not had a carb in like forty days
I've been working out
I've been going to bed
I'm in a nice routine of biweekly head

But I've been
Losing sense of direction
No matter how hard I try, I'm still so depressed
I've been unexcited, I've been going blind
What more can I do with all of this time?

Am I done?
Am I done?

Or am I wasting time?
Or is this just my life?
Someone give me some direction
From this self-imposed oppression
I need a one-on-one
With the man above
I keep calling, he's declining
Jesus, where's my silver lining?
Tell me, where's my silver lining?

I got a new therapist
She thinks I'm dumb as fuck
'Cause I truly care
What people think of me
I give her 300 a week I don't have
To build my self-esteem I gave to my dad
If I stopped trying to be somebody so important
Maybe I would figure it out

Take a break, pay attention, I am too hard on myself
Change of pace of direction, stress is no good for my health
I'll accept that no one's perfect, I'll play music just for fun
That's exactly what I need, but what I need's not what I want

I am wasting time
Is this just my life?
Someone give me some direction
From this self-imposed oppression
I need a one-on-one with the man above
I keep calling, he's declining
Jesus, where's my silver lining?
Tell me, where's my silver lining?

I need a one-on-one
With the man above
I keep calling, he's declining
Jesus, where's my silver lining?
Where's my silver lining?
Where's my silver lining?