"Searching" lyrics

Everything starts today
Light to dark and I'm sinking further
When did this all begin?
Feel the weight start to crush me deeper

Maybe I wanted to feel like I'm broken 'cause
Honestly, that's when I feel like there's hope in this
Why does it feel like I'm up when I'm down inside?
Trying to turn life back, the signs, 'cause there's only right

I've been crawling and fighting my way out of my skin
I've been falling while dreaming, I can't find a way in
Turning to nothing, I'm lost, I'm dishonest
I fight with the person I see
Peel back the feeling, I hide and play victim
I blame everybody but me

Reality turns to dreams
Colors fade and the whispers to screams
Take another piece out of me
I'm still searching for parts that fit in

Maybe I wanted to feel like I'm broken 'cause
Honestly, that's when I feel like there's hope in this
Why does it feel like I'm up when I'm down inside?
Trying to turn life back, the signs, 'cause there's only right

I've been crawling and fighting my way out of my skin
I've been falling while dreaming, I can't find a way in
Turning to nothing, I'm lost, I'm dishonest
I fight with the person I see
Peel back the feeling, I hide and play victim
I blame everybody but me

(Maybe I wanted to feel like I'm broken 'cause)
(Honestly, that's when I feel like there's hope in this)
(Why does it feel like I'm up when I'm down inside?)
(Trying to turn life back)
The signs, 'cause there's only right)