"ALLO" lyrics

I don't belong here
I never really know what I want
I'm in a new low
Hating everything I've got
I'm alone
And I don't recognize
That the fault isn't yours
It's mine
Get me home
Before I realize
Everything's just to never know why

(Yeah, that's the thing about life)
Yeah, that's the thing about life
Uh

Another meltdown
Just trying to get it all in line
Cause all the pieces
No, they never really fit inside

It's like I'm afraid of who I want to be
I'm terrified
I can't decide
But there's a calling that I need to reach
And I don't get to do this twice
I'm losing time
Existential in my mind
Overthink until I cry
The emotions are low
Then they're high
And I never know
If I'm wrong or right
If I'm wrong or right

I don't belong here
Like every day's a brand new fight
Against my own mind
Just trying to figure out my life
Petrified of who I need to be
Ignoring every single sign
In denial like it's make believe
I'm telling myself I'm fine
I'm not alright

Cause I cut off every friend
Just to feel like I'm in control
Days where I feel like I've got the world in my hands
But I know that I'm alone
Just how far will I go

It's like I'm afraid of who I want to be
I'm terrified
I can't decide
But there's a calling that I need to reach
And I don't get to do this twice
I'm losing time
Existential in my mind
Overthink until I cry
The emotions are low
Then they're high
And I never know
If I'm wrong or right