"BEDROCK" lyrics

I can't find myself
I thought I found a way
So I kept digging down
But nothing ever changed

I don't know where to go now
Just know I can't climb out
No, I don't think I can feel this anymore

Yeah, my reflection I can see through
I'm sick and tired of trying to fight you
Holding on to what I dream
Like a fading memory
It's all that I can do
I'm no prodigy
I just fucking feel it worse than anybody else I meet
And no amount of buffer
Or digits in the green
Would ever mean a thing
I still wanna die whenever I collect get a royalty
No it makes no sense to me

So what if they never hear me out
Everyone in my life's got envy or they bury me like I'm nothing
I'm never trusting again
I open up
Just so they can use my pain against me
All I fucking got is what you gave to me
It's why it's hard to let you go
If I do then I'm alone
And I'm terrified to hope
That I could ever get out of this on my own

I'm alive
But I can't breathe
Paralyzed
Like I can't leave
But love's got to go both ways
And I think it's time for me
To put all of this down
I can dream
But the only way that I see
The version of me that I need to be
Is to cut you out

Lay low my halo
I'm caught between myself
And the man I want be
Am I supposed to settle down
Or strive to be more than me
I don't know
Cause these days are just a fight for popularity

I hate my phone
And I hate I compare
Everyone to myself
When I should never care

It's just a bunch of validation in a screen
Following my heart's always gonna mean so much more to me

I'm running from the snakes
And I just can't trust
Nobody but myself
No, I don't feel loved
So I keep digging down
Trying to be someone
That I don't think I can become

I'm running from the snakes
And I just can't trust
Nobody but myself
No, I don't feel loved
So I keep digging down
Trying to be someone
And I don't think I can become who I want

Who I want
Who I want