"I THINK I CAN FEEL SOMETHING" lyrics

I wish I had another way
To pull myself out of the floor
But I can never communicate
My emotions like I could before
I'm too afraid of my past
Yet I lack the courage to let it go
So I just keep going further down the rabbit hole

When everyone I know and love
Just wants me to feel a way
I couldn't help but to realize that
You were never really the same
I've been in doubt too many years
Just trying to be someone I'm not
How could I ever be okay
If I'm the only one that I've got

Bring me back to where the gravity goes
Attach my body back to my soul
But don't shy from letting me know
If I'm gone or I'm just too far to save
You know I'm never one to let up
And with you I've never felt so alone
Could make my escape but I don't
Cause I'm just so done with running away

Why don't I know how to turn back
Or know how give in
I won't let you go
Drag me to the center of what you are
And rain down til the levees close

Because I think I can feel something
Because I think I can feel something
Because I think I can feel something
Because I think I can feel something
Because I think I can feel something
Because I think I can feel something
Because I think I can feel something
Because I think I can feel something

There was a time I used to love
Before I let you take it away
But that doesn't excuse my life
Of growing out of every mistake
If I could take it all back now
Just know I wouldn't change a thing
I'm learning to forgive myself
But for you I couldn't say the same

You're dead to me

No matter what you ever do
No matter what you try to say

You're dead to me