"Distortions" lyrics

Don't you get tired of painting this picture
Writing your book it gets thicker and thicker
It's an illusion and I'm nowhere in it
You just don't wanna admit it

So I watch from the sidelines while you make believe
Talk to a version of me that is phoney
You'd rather doubt me act like you don't know me

How don't you know me
When I'm with you it gets lonely
In your delusions you're cozy
I'm just a shadow you're chasing
Time that you're wasting
Someone to blame, yeah
You're trying to erase it
Mistakes that you're making
The truth you can't face it

I'm not the one that you write about
It's just a script and it's fiction, just things that you lie about
'Cause you never hear me out
But then when I leave I'm the one you can't live without

You're all alone and you're struggling
'Cause you get what you give
You're all alone and you're suffering
But you still won't admit it

I'm here like this could us, lets be merry
You keep on pushing and pulling and pushing me away like
I'm strapped up, got license to carry
But I'm not that scary

It's like you don't know me
When I'm with you it gets lonely
In your delusions you're cozy
I'm just a shadow you're chasing
Time that you're wasting

Someone to blame, yeah
You're trying to erase it
Mistakes that you're making
The truth you can't face it

'Cause you think I'm holding the gun
But you're just afraid of what you'll become
Feels like you're on the run
But its really you that you're still running from
You think I'm holding the gun
But you're just afraid of what you'll become
And you're always on the run
But you're the one you're running from