"LSONG" lyrics

Need a glass of that
I'm not for feeling sad
Let me wash it away
I don't even like the taste
But it won't go to waste
Because it's numbing the pain
Couple sips of that
I might just throw it back
So I'm not thinking of your face
Some things never gon' change
That's all it takes

So come and fill it up
I need a glass of that shit
And keep it going
Won't you fill my cup
I wanna sip 'til
I'm in the deep end
Come and fill it up
Pour me a glass of that shit
And keep it going all night
What's up
Pour me a glass and don't keep me waiting baby

I hate the fact that I'm supposed to be
Much more emotionally mature than this
I've done the work, but triggers hurt
I find myself in the dirt, sorting my own pile of shit
And to be self aware means
That I can see myself
And its hard to love this version me
When I spent so much time telling myself that I
Wasn't all of these things that I see with my eyes

So when I see you I'm seeing myself
And when I hate you I'm hating myself
And when I need you, I need myself
But now I'm just here all by myself

So come and fill it up
I need a glass of that shit
And keep it going
Won't you fill my cup
I wanna sip 'til
I'm in the deep end
Come and fill it up
Pour me a glass of that shit
And keep it going all night
What's up
Pour me a glass and don't keep me waiting baby