"In The Middle" lyrics

They don't get it
They don't get it

They don't get it, they don't get it
They will never understand
I'm fighting for my life here the best that I can
I think I've drowned a million times and
Like a baptism I'm reborn each time so
I'm really tryna trust the tide
But it feels like I'm gonna die on this ride
How do I know
If I can't see where I'm going
How do I keep trusting that I can

Tell me everything's gon' be alright I know you can't
Tell me you gon' be there when I get there
So I
I'll know that I did it
If I make it through this rainstorm in the end
Then the scars won't matter but right now it

I'm tryna find a way to get shit together
But every time that I do it just falls apart
I'm like forget it
I feel like I'm just playing the part
But still I keep on going forward with a heavy heart
And the things I'm feeling
I'm ashamed to feel them
And the only thing that I can do is conceal them
I feel miles away from the person you need me to be
And sometimes I just don't think that I can

Tell me everything's gon' be alright I know you can't
Tell me you gon' be there when I get there
So I
I'll know that I did it
If I make it through this rainstorm in the end
Then the scars won't matter but right now it

Feels like I'm in the middle
Of the biggest storm I ever seen my
Heart got shot by a missile

And the pieces scattered everywhere
It feels like I'm in the middle
Of a war I've gotta fight alone
It's hurting more than a little
'Cause I'm right here in the middle