"Nothing" lyrics

Here I am again, I'm a full grown woman
Did everything I thought that I wouldn't
But my heart feels young and my brain feels old
And my back hurts way too often, mm
Now I'm off my feet and on my knees
My boyfriend says that he's just way too good to me
But he's so evil, he's so mean
My girlfriend hates that I act like she's just make-believe
You wouldn't understand how complicated I can make it
I'm sedated every time we meet or I see her on the street
I guess it's finally time I should be making up my mind
But I want everyone and everything

So here I go-oh-oh-oh, oh
I want control
I'll give it all to make me whole
But then I have nothing
No-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh
I'm bought and sold
It's all my fault, I should've known
'Cause then I have nothing
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh
I want control
I'll give it all to make me whole
But then I have nothing
No-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh
I'm bought and sold
It's all my fault, I should've known
'Cause then I have nothing

This new type of love just isn't for me
I can't belong to somebody
This new type of love just isn't for me
'Cause I want everyone and everything
But then I have nothing