"TURN BACK" lyrics

Oh my God, I am losing my mind
If I could only take a moment then I'd maybe be fine
But I can't catch a break when your thought is inside
Every moment, every feeling that is filling my time

If I tried to get away, I'd be missing your thought
And every feeling, every moment that your memory brought
So instead I'll kill time by replaying your voice
And I will sit back and be helpless 'cause I don't have a choice

Wish I could turn back time
A couple years or so
I'd make myself less blue
And I could let you go

Oh my God, can you cut me a break?
Like just the thought of being with you leaves me lying awake
And insomnia's a bitch when you're falling in love
But maybe I'm a drama queen, because I think it's enough

I swear to God I am doing all I can
To try and function like a normal human being once again
But I think you ruined me with the light inside your eyes
Your delicate smile oh you've got me hypnotized (no lie)

I kinda wish I had excuses here to say
But they all ditched me in this island and they're drifting far away
My eyes are getting heavy and my consciousness is thin
But because I'm *&#$%^& stubborn that my head's not giving in

Wish I could turn back time
A couple years or so
I'd make myself less blue
And I could let you go
Wish I could turn back time
(I am hopeless here)
A couple years or so
(My eyes the color of a rose)
I'd make myself less blue
(Too far gone to care)
And I could let you go
(Falling down right now)