"Hopeless Faith" lyrics

Stuck inside my head and I'm lost inside my mind
I can't get out of bed 'cause my mental health declined, and I
Feeling like I probably shouldn't be alive
Feeling like I'll never feel again until I die
I could feel my heart beating heavy through my chest
I'm running from the dark but I'm losing all my breath, oh I
I don't know if I can carry on this weight
I'm losing faith, always waiting for this pain to fade

Tell me I will be okay
As of lately I been breaking and I'm going insane
So I taken all this smoke that's flowing through my veins
Just so I can try and cope before I blow my brains
I don't wanna see the end but the end sees me
I just wish I had a friend who believes in me
Someone to give me a hand and make a reach for me
Someone that can help me stand when I'm feeling weak, oh no
I wish I could run so far away from me
I'm sick of feeling numb, I'm sick of suffering
If there's a God, I wonder if He'll come for me
Cuz I feel lost and hopeless in the Devil's company
I'm burning down the ashes, crashing slow
I wonder who'll be there when caskets close
I'm lonely and I doubt anyone would show
If only I can cure this plague in my soul

Stuck inside my head and I'm lost inside my mind
I can't get out of bed 'cause my mental health declined, and I
Feeling like I probably shouldn't be alive
Feeling like I'll never feel again until I die
I could feel my heart beating heavy through my chest
I'm running from the dark but I'm losing all my breath, oh I
I don't know if I can carry on this weight
I'm losing faith, always waiting for this pain to fade