"Lonely Requiem" lyrics

From the moment I opened my eyes
I feel hopeless and I instantly just wanna die
Would you notice if I said goodbye and disappeared
I'm at my lowest and I feel like the end is near
Who would shed a tear and who would give a single fuck
I want to persevere but I think I ran out of luck
Fuck
Taking drugs to try and numb the fall
Waking up feels impossible when you distraught
These wounds are raw
Can't you see the blood upon my flesh
I'm so withdrawn and I bask in all my loneliness
Hold me if you can
But please don't you let go
Death is my only friend
And we been getting close

Deep inside my soul
There's nowhere else to go
I'm falling down slowly
My heart has trumped
While my soul bleeds