"Grow In Patience" lyrics

Top of the morning Lord my heart it's been in anguish
I'm my at weird point in my life where I feel like I'm normal but I'm famous
Man it's never a point where you did enough and if you think you did that's dangerous
I gotta lean on God for everything not just when I feel the occasion
I gotta be the calm within the storm to my girl when she feel anxious
I can't be mad the shots God sent he let me know I'm built to take it
You a temple of God boy you a vessel of him why would he break it
What's a Gold record when I'm serving the most high God I'm record breaking
Lord forgive me greed and the lust of the world in my eyes I know it's Satan
Ion got millions in my bank but I got my Lord and heavens waitin'
Look it's hell on earth right now I'm sent that's close to breaking
He sell dreams and lies I tell the truth And somehow they out here hating
I don't stagnate in my life I just slow down and grow in patience
I don't send hate back thank God cause it ain't cause ain't cuz I'm patient
My obedience to God mean more me to me than feelings that can break it
My obedience to God bring to life what my faith our here making
And if you know you know why should I keep explaining myself to y'all
I never picked up the phone for any of all it was God who made the call
I hate my past and that's a fact but the people gotta see how I evolved
They gotta see the grace of God my life was dark but now it's light
I can't reiterate enough times that Christ the way to life
I can't express all the fruits God before they take time to ripe
And yea I'm working I wont spit on the man who made grace a right
How can you willfully sin but then go back and do all things through Christ?