"I Sit Back" lyrics

I lose focus when she ask what I'm on
I carry the pain of other men who lost their wife and they home
I made some awful decisions I gotta live wit I'm grown
I know you said you'd wipe tears away right now they not gone
I get too close these songs
Compare myself to my peers
As if they don't have fears
As if they don't have flaws
I don't know one perfect man who walk this earth in the flesh
I gotta think about heavenly things and not about death
I know my father shed tears sometimes when using his left hand
O man
Don't put no trust in man so
Unpredictable then so predictable
I watched invincible shed tears he's not invincible
Don't pick n chose the different seasons when you love on God
I made the same mistake that love is fake it will not last
He let us pick the world to show us what we need to have
The Holy Spirit father and the son we need to have
I keep the law because it keep me from the evil path
I double on down don't keep the law you walk the evil path
They praise celebrities as if they are not traumatized
False idols they only real when looking through your eyes
My love for God I close the gap like what's between my eyes
They see a thug I see a child hurting deep inside
Yeah

I sit back
And I'm knowing you love me Lord
Even if they don't I'm knowing you love me Lord
You love me Lord
You love me Lord
You love me Lord

I sit back
And I'm knowing you love me Lord
Even if they don't I'm knowing you love me Lord
You love me Lord
You love me Lord
You love me Lord

Over extending my arms to try and gain their respect
If that wasn't enough to connect
I increase the effort each time
With hope at some point it'd reflect
Been so conditioned to working hard for the things I desire
I realized that most of the time I'm really accepting neglect
Thinking I'm earning their love
And really it's pain and resent
Stringing me slowly along
When should go fast and repent
Making excuses for people
Ain't really amends
Ain't feeling most of these rappers
Few of em really my friends
Dang
And God showed me I'm much stronger when leaning on him
Than when standing firm with them
I'm walking through revolving doors with people
Thinking I learned but I do it again
He showed me love in ways I thought I would never experience
He showed me who won't leave my side when adversity nearing
He showed me how much I'm impacting the way that they steering
He showed me what's my true value
A price that they fearing

Cause you love me Lord
You saw me at my lowest
And you ain't judge me for it
And gave me grace in situations
You didn't ignore
I give my life to you
The way I'm repaying you for it
Cause you love me Lord
You saw me at my lowest
And you ain't judge me for it
And gave me grace in situations
You didn't ignore
I give my life to you
The way I'm repaying you for it

I sit back
And I'm knowing you love me Lord
Even if they don't I'm knowing you love me Lord
You love me Lord
You love me Lord
You love me Lord

I sit back
And I'm knowing you love me Lord
Even if they don't I'm knowing you love me Lord
You love me Lord
You love me Lord
You love me Lord