"Hurt" lyrics

I got
Checks in the mail
Just don't check on my health
They think er day smile
Look I'm not doing well
Lord just keep from hell
I keep seeing all these flaws when it's humans involved
And I let myself fall girl it hurt to evolve
I got not many numbers I can call on for help
And like even if I did I'm too prideful ask
This a cry out to God cuz I know it's getting bad
They gone do what they want then ask why I'm mad
I can count on my hand who showed love when I'm sad
They so scared of feeling death but I been living dead
How am I spirit led
I got demons on my bed
I got demons on my left ear right here get em out my head
I need mercy from God

So authentic they I'm tripping or something
Act wrong ion care who want it
Feel like Peter today sword on me let's find out yeah who on it
How many brothers I lost to him taking a because he hurt
I went to sleep last night I was drunk den ughhhh because I'm hurt

I been hurt
We been hurt
Lord I'm hurt
Lord I'm hurt
Pour your spirit your mercy on me I don't want sin Lord I'm just hurt
And I'm flawed
Yet I'm called
Money involved
Paul gasol
Issa swish
I feel the hate they got for me ion know a what did like Chris

Yuh
My bad she give X's O's
But I want I love from God H O's
French tip white her toes
I want that lookin' just my robe
If ya know ya know he breaking the code how is he bro yeah
Yeah Matthew twenty two I want your love I want your soul
I hear all that talk but it can't be love if it don't show
Y'all want a perfect man I'm not that I'm not him
Imma rapper not idol not a idol I get so sick of dese titles
I sin still I feel still my life full of cycles

So authentic they I'm tripping or something
Act wrong ion care who want it
Feel like Peter today sword on me let's find out yeah who on it
How many brothers I lost to him taking a because he hurt
I went to sleep last night I was drunk den ughhhh because I'm hurt

I been hurt
We been hurt
Lord I'm hurt
Lord I'm hurt
Pour your spirit your mercy on me I don't want sin Lord I'm just hurt