"mad's world" lyrics

I wish I didn't feel this way
I've lived, and made some bad mistakes
If I could escape the thoughts in my brain
I would travel far, so fucking far away

Ain't it fun
Growin' up
Wishing you were never made?
My head is fucked
Don't know what
What is real, and what is fake
The boy's a gun, an atom bomb
That's bound to crash and break
It's a mad, mad, mad, mad world
And I'm insane

My mom and dad both seem to say
"Oh Mad's a future gone to waste"
If I had a normal coming of age
I would be the son they dreamed of every day

Ain't it dumb
Growin' up
And the world wants you to break?
God it sucks
Knowing what
What is causing all my pain
I hate my guts
I'm so done
Being everyone's mistake
It's a mad, mad, mad, mad world
And I'm insane

Someday, I'll be gone without a trace
If I hate myself, I'll just change in every way
Crazy, psychopathic, and deranged
It's a mad, mad, mad, mad world
And I'm the king