"missing coming home" lyrics

Have you seen the news?
Another little boy's gone missing
Oh they robbed his youth
Before he even got to live it
Oh I'll see him soon
That little boy that never grew up in my mind

Never got to be a kid
Just 21 years of waiting
For the world to end
I know I kinda sound pathetic
Holding on to it
The life that could've been inside my mind

And here it comes that aching rush
Can't shake the fear of growing up
And turning into someone I can't recognize
For all these years I've held my breath
The party's gone and nothing's left
So what's the point of living this stupid life?

Baby
Are we fading?
Finally changing
I'm growing up in my head
Save me
My heart's aging
Felt us breaking
I'm so scared this will end

Died at seventeen
Chasing teenage dreams
It's time to finally lose the rage
Where do we all go?
Finally growing old
I hope I never really change