"Counting Sheep" lyrics

Broken homes and broken bones
When you yell all I hear is dial tones
Not alone, as I sleep I can feel you
Plotting my demise as your blood flows in mine
You want to make me feel
Like how he made you feel
Maybe if you see your pain reflected in me
You think you might begin to heal

Have you lost your mind or gone too far this time?
When you're in that place you block it all out, like nothing else matters
There's no going back, now that you left your mark
You can lie but you can't deny my scars
Well, enough is enough!

What could I have done?
Killing me, killing me
Placing all your hate in me
I don't want to–

Wake up
Tell me I'm wrong
Even if you know I'm right
Stay here
Laying in bed
Decomposing in my mind

Eyes wide
What's another sleepless night?
Mouth dry
Giving up never felt so right

I stare at the ceiling
I dwell in my mind
I've been here before, time after time
You're what I left behind

Wake up
Tell me I'm wrong
Even if you know I'm right
Stay here
Laying in bed
Decomposing in my mind
And now, tell me, am I all alone? (With nothing left, oh, no)
Because I'm counting sheep as I cry myself to sleep

I was just a kid, I was just a kid
What could I have possibly done to deserve this?

Beat them down
Is that your answer for everything?
Trade your heart and your family
To save yourself an apology
You're just a worthless piece of–
Beat them down
You should bruise them or batter
Or choke the life out of them
How you inflict doesn't matter
Because that's how you made me me

Wake up
Tell me I'm wrong
Even if you know I'm right
Stay here
Laying in bed
Decomposing in my mind
And now, tell me, am I all alone? (With nothing left, oh, no)
Because I'm counting sheep as I cry myself to sleep

Because I'm counting sheep as I cry myself to sleep