"Red Phantom" lyrics

I can't
No, I won't choose to believe it
They haunt me endlessly
Give it ten or twenty years
Time fixes everything
Or so they say, but I'm still waiting

I'm not getting better, I know
I gave up on that dream a long, long time ago

Enveloping all my mind
Invade my thoughts countless times
I saw you in my bed, I know it's in my head
It's not as dark as it seems, they're only bad dreams

Stop, drop, roll back your eyes now
Count down from ten
Go to your happy place
Stone skin and cracked faces
Their eyes they multiply
And my skin it consumes me
Pulling off my flesh, will it ever end?
Growing teeth just to feel
The existential dread

I've lost everything
Over and over again (Over and over again)
I bleed relentlessly
I hope it's just a dream, because I'm not better
(Over and over again)

Enveloping all my mind
Invade my thoughts countless times
I saw you in my bed, I know it's in my head
It's not as dark as it seems, they're only bad dreams

Night terror
Red phantom

Blegh
You make me want to bleed, bleed, bleed
Who I used to be is pouring out of me
Are you satiated?
Are you satisfied?