"Red Flags" lyrics

Been doing my best trying to make sense of it
How could you paint all those red flags in white just so that I won't suspect?
And though you never showed any signs
I felt it every night
You said I was crazy when I asked you why
Don't you dare put the blame on me when all you did was lie

You said you made a mistake but isn't a mistake
Only a mistake if it's one time
But if it's again and again
Sorry, honey, but I just gotta run for my life

Wasted five years of my life
Were they worth all of your lies
Oh, why?
You said you made a mistake
But, darling, what a shame
'Cause you didn't do it just one time
Or two times, or three times, or five times
I forget, bye-bye

I was a pawn on your silly games
Did I fit the role you wanted me to play?
You lived two lives now you're saying you've changed
You shut me down and you tried to save face
Thought I was starting to forget the pain
'Til you betrayed me just the same

You said you made a mistake but isn't a mistake
Only a mistake if it's one time
But if it's again and again
Sorry, honey, but I just gotta run for my life

Wasted five years of my life
Were they worth all of your lies
Oh, why?
You said you made a mistake
But, darling, what a shame
'Cause you didn't do it just one time
Or two times, or three times, or five times
I forget, bye-bye

What is it about me that you
Feel like you have the permission to
Hurt me the way that you do?
This one's on you

You said you made a mistake but isn't a mistake
Only a mistake if it's one time
But it's again and again
Sorry, honey, but I just gotta run for my life

Wasted five years of my life
Were they worth all of your lies
Oh, why?
You said you made a mistake
But, darling, what a shame
'Cause you didn't do it just one time
Or two times, or three times, or five times
I forget, bye-bye

When you lied and I cried
I'll be running for my life
Bye-bye