"Where It All Started" lyrics

I shoulda know better
Didn't want anyone to see
How hard it really was for me
Oh, I shoulda know better
I was waiting for the day
The doubts would all just go away

But they never did
Messed me up hard and I tried, and I tried
And I never wanted too much
I only asked that you don't do again
What all of them did
They fucked with my mind, with their lies, deep inside
I thought it was different this time
But I was just blind, and you were a lie

Time didn't get any slower
I thought I'd make the most of it
But I just ended up losing it
And I felt a lot like I was drowning
Where there was no escaping
And when I thought I heard them coming

They never did
Messed me up hard and I tried, and I tried
And I never wanted too much
I only asked that you don't do again
What all of them did
They fucked with my mind, with their lies, deep inside
I thought it was different this time
But I was just blind, and you were a lie