"Under The Bathroom Sink" lyrics

I've been thinking lately
If it would be better
If I just disappeared
If I wasn't right here

I've been thinking lately
Was it that hard to hold me?
You're sure I should be happy
Does that make loving me easy?

Would your world be less of its burden
If I wasn't here to tire you out?
Would it hurt to ask you to listen
Or would you rather I keep my voice down?
I've just been thinking lately
Did you feel better when I wasn't around?

They think the world's at my feet
But I keep sinking underneath
Under the bathroom sink you played hide-and-seek
But you didn't fall enough to lose me

Would your world be less of its burdens
If I wasn't here to tire you out?
Would it hurt to ask you to listen
Or would you rather I keep my voice down?
I've just been thinking lately
Would you feel better if I wasn't around?

When I wasn't around
But you pulled me deeper

I pulled myself together
Though we could get better
But every time I tried, I found myself deep in the water
I thought you'd pulled me closer
But you left and held another
Oh, what's the point of staying if we're only good on paper
It's not worth it anymore
Drowning alone on this bathroom floor

Would our world be less of its burdens
If I wasn't here to tire you out?
Would it hurt to ask you to listen
Or did you rather I keep my voice down?
But I'm getting back on my feet
You can no longer haunt me

'Cause I've just been thinking lately
How it would be better if you weren't around