"Memento" lyrics

So just how far could I go
I think I already know
That view that I wanna see
A place in history that's mine

I don't know why we're
Always side by side, but worlds apart
It's trial by fire
I'm fighting for a place where we can breath
When spite takes over
I might just take it out on you
'Cause you're
Too good to be true

Struggling but carrying on
I'll go where nobody has gone
I'm searching again and again and again
For something only I can do, asking why

I can't be someone else
Despite it all my mind has become my hell with no escape
Or hope in the dark but still in my heart
Your words echo over and over

I'm finally letting go, but I can't erase you
I'm following behind, but I won't chase you
I'm swallowing my pride until the time
That I can face you
I thought that it was love in the perfect lighting
It's never been enough, but I'll keep on writing
A story that's evolving
From the day that I decided I'm alone

I don't belong anywhere anymore
It was my decision
I'm gonna break down the door to your heart
Without your permission
There was nothing that could make me stay
Remember it like it was yesterday
Hanging onto every word you'd say
What if I'd walked away?

How can I still carry on
Someday when you're finally gone?
I'm searching again and again and again
For something only I can do, the truth is

I can't be someone else
Despite it all my mind has become my hell with no escape
Or hope in the dark but still in my heart
My words echo over and over

I'm finally letting go, and you can't erase me
'Cause I'm the only one that could ever replace me
Igniting every line until the time
That I can face me
I thought that it was love in the perfect lighting
It's never been enough, but I'll keep on writing
The story that evolved me
It's today that I'm deciding, I'm alright

So just how far could I go?
I think I already know
The view that I wanna see
I still could make it in time