"Blue Hour" lyrics

I feel so high not being high anymore
Left my ties and bloodshot eyes all over the floor
I felt so low
Yeah, I've been here before
Now I'm taking back what's mine, it never was yours

Like I'm forever fifteen, Oklahoma City
Everybody grew up so fast
You wouldn't believe all the trouble I've seen
Oh no, I'm never coming back

I'm looking for my blue, blue hour
I'm looking for my blue, blue hour
I should be so cold, stories never told
It's the strangest feeling
With all this new, new power

I don't know why
Why it took me so long
Wasted all this time on temporary love
Bring me back to life, back to where I belong
'Cause it's worth the sacrifice to finally be strong

Like I'm forever fifteen, Oklahoma City
Everybody grew up so fast
You wouldn't believe all the trouble I've seen
Oh no, I'm never coming back

I'm looking for my blue, blue hour
I'm looking for my blue, blue hour
I should be so cold, stories never told
It's the strangest feeling
With all this new, new power

I've been searching forever, look what I found
I'm diving deeper, inside myself
All of this treasure, lying around
I see it now

I'm looking for my blue, blue hour
I'm looking for my blue, blue hour
I'm looking for my blue, blue hour
I'm looking for my blue, blue hour
I should be so cold, stories never told
It's the strangest feeling
With all this new, new power