"Down" lyrics

What would they say if I waste away
What would they say if I took my life one day
What would they do if I was no longer here
What would they do if I disappeared

What would they do if I disappeared

What would they say if they never saw me again
What would they say if I let the loneliness end
What will they say when I am no longer here
What will they say when I disappear

What will they say when I disappear

The tables have turned

Head always pointed down, no sympathy, no pity
My fucking knuckles are bleeding, but I lack the feeling
Truth is I'd do anything to numb the pain
My fucking temples are pounding, that's on good day

No refuge, no safety
I never thought everyone would just fucking blamed me
I'm not a motherfucking child
And you will never understand me

I'm seeing red motherfucker, there's no going back
I'm seeing red and this time I'm gonna fucking snap

I'm gonna fucking snap

I'm surrounded by ignorance