"Wasted" lyrics

Do you feel this hatred
In your veins
Cause I pity the man who pushes me
Over the edge

Another day, same shit
I'm fucking over it

The most complex of minds can't even describe
I'm not a savior I'm a thief just caught in a lie
I don't deserve the praise that I don't receive
So I abuse my vice like you wouldn't believe

Alone in a room for days
It gets harder and harder to breath
I'm choking
On all my wasted days

It doesn't get better
It never gets better
I'll never get better
Never

Wasted
Wasted
Wasted
Wasted
Wasted
Wasted life

Words mean nothing
When you can't accept them
And all you understand
Are the ones inside your head
They drill it in my fucking brain saying
"Pull the fucking trigger"

You're no friend of mine I could never describe
Stuck in a fucking loop and I just wanna know why
I don't deserve the praise that I don't receive
So I abuse my vice like you wouldn't believe

Alone in my head for days
It gets harder and harder to breath
I'm choking
On all my wasted days

So alone
So wasted
I compensate for all this hate
With a smile burned on my lips