"Jaded" lyrics

I live my life by no code
But it's sad to see you let yours go
We're all just trying to get our grip on life
But how are you supposed to do that with your mind in a vice
We both know you're rotting inside
So take all the time you need
Cause tomorrow for you is never guaranteed
You fucking waste every single day
Waiting for night to strike
So you can fade away

With that bottle in your hand
You can't fucking think
With that tube inside your gut
You won't fucking drink again

The fountain of youth is running far too dry
Have you given up entirely too faded to try
Can you admit to everything that you're a failure in life
Just a sad little man sitting, waiting to die

You've made yourself the spade
Digging an early grave

Forcing shit into your lungs
You're jaded, (hated) I can't believe that
You would let it come this far
I have no patience anymore

So how come all my heroes are high on shit
How do you change lives and choose not to remember it
A quick fix for a short sensation
Has turned into forcing inspiration

You've made yourself the spade
Digging an early grave