"know my loneliness" lyrics

I hold this inside, I'm scared that I might
Just suffer alone until I die
I'm far from the light, there's no one in sight
And I don't know how to feel right

How did I get like this?
I'm a failure to coexist lately
Nobody knows me best like know my lonely
Know my loneliness

I'm severing ties and I don't know why
I'm watching the days roll into nights
It's never the time, I guess that it's fine
I'm stuck in a fragile state of mind
There's never a reason, it might be the season
I'm caught in a feeling I can't shake now
It's not any secret, I struggle to speak up
I think I might erupt, someone save me

How did I get like this?
I'm a failure to coexist lately
Nobody knows me best like know my lonely
Know my loneliness

I was waiting on the right time
To be honest and talk about everything but then
Someone told me there's no right time, just now, just now
This is all I've got, give it one more shot
Now I know next time things fall apart
This is all I've got, give it one more shot
If I mess things up I'll just restart

How did I get like this?
I'm a failure to coexist lately
Nobody knows me best like know my lonely
Know my loneliness