"holding on" lyrics

Welcome in
I'll tell you everything that's on my mind
But only if you stay a while
Think I'm running out of time allowed
I feel the cold breath of death behind now

But I'm holding on (But I'm holding on)
I've been holding on so long
No, I can't be wrong (No, I can't be wrong)
I've been holding on so long
And I'm so impatient, I've done my time
I'm calling out for a goddamn sign
While I'm holding on
While I'm holding on

I'm all in your head, I'm in your psyche
Dismantle a mental that's bolted tightly
I've been sipping on occasion on a lack of motivation
I've been at it since the basement
Let's just have a conversation, you and me
Let me tell you bout a dream
It was all imaginary 'till I made it to a team
Yeah, 'till I made it to a team
Had this shit planned out since when I was fourteen
I'm out here looking for a spell
Throwing coins at the wishing wells
Back then no one wished me well
You would never know 'cause you could never tell
I'm just waiting on the bail 'cause I'm locked up in a cell and it's hurting like hell
Moving music like it's product like we in the cartel
Yeah, like we in the cartel
Had to move a bit in silence just to drop a bombshell

But I'm holding on
I've been holding on so long
No, I can't be wrong
I've been holding on so long
And I'm so impatient, I've done my time
I'm calling out for a goddamn sign
While I'm holding on
While I'm holding on