"life like this" lyrics

I just gave it all up for a life like this
Stayed up all night for a life like this
Everybody think that I am new to this shit

But I prefer it that way 'cause it be fueling my shit
Like woah
Hold up let me call the surgeon in
Like woah
Anesthesia better kick in
Like go
Like go
I just want to fit in what you know

Try to the pay bills
But it's rough out here
Try to make a mill
Yeah, it's rough out here
I've been tryna get through life
Gotta face my fears
So here we go; cheers
Here's to all the pain
Without all of that shit there would be no gains, no

It feels wrong
But I lie
They ask me how I feel, I say "fine"
I play along
Say I'm alright
But I'm trying to open doors that were shut tight

Dreaming coast to coast
Keep stripping the spoke
Bitch leave me alone
I got a ways to go
But I keep doing the most
Again, I offer a toast
To all you bitches who hate me
Tell the dealer to pay me
Have 'em running for safety
Keep on calling me crazy
I ain't doing good lately
Hate myself on the daily
I'm done with all this shit
Done with all this shit

Everybody asking where I've been at (Yeah)
Acting like a fool got 'em big mad (Yeah)
I've been on a ride to the tip top, yeah
Still feeling out of time with the wrist watch (Yeah)
Gotta put that shit aside
I don't need no authorize
Don't be acting so surprised
Ima do this till I die

It feels wrong
But I lie
They ask me how I feel, I say "fine"
I play along
Say I'm alright
But I'm trying to open doors that were shut tight

I just gave it all up for a life like this
I just stayed up all night for a life like this

I just gave it all up for a life like this
Pick myself up from the shots that I missed
But I needed that shit now I got a full clip
We'll be passing through your city like that ad up on a blimp
I just gave it all up for a life like this