"I'm so happy I can't stop crying" lyrics

Sometimes I can't believe it
Things I'd agree with
Just 'cause they came out of your mouth
Down in the kitchen
Picking up dishes
Oh, what a way to find out

You just wanted to own me
Held me too closely
I think you loved me wrong
Red eyes, taking the back streets
And I'm so happy
I see it now for what it was

Swear, I wanted you badly
You almost had me
Until I grew to hate your guts
All of my friends watched
Wondering, what I saw
Swearing to them, there's nothing off

Couldn't cut through the feedback
Emotional relapse
Felt like the coldest war
Thank God, that was all past me
Now, I'm so happy
I see you now for who you are

You're not a saint, you're a try-hard
You're picking fights at the dive bar
I'm not the same, that's the tough part
I took the blame, took it too far

Smile on my face, I was dying
You said you cared, you were lying
I'm not okay but I'm trying
I'm so happy, I can't stop crying

You're not a saint, you're a try-hard
You're picking fights at the dive bar
I'm not the same, that's the tough part
I took the blame, took it too far

Smile on my face, I was dying
You said you cared, you were lying
I'm not okay but I'm trying
I'm so happy I can't stop crying