"this might be our last december" lyrics

Baby, I'm a call away
If you ever need my love, wish that could just be enough
But I know you'd throw it all away
'Cause you don't think I keep your trust, tell me what I'm feeling's lust 'cause
You've been hurt plenty of times and been told way too many lies
But this time I'm telling the truth, I wish you could just realize
And I know she did me wrong, but it's too hard to stay mad at you
I'm in love with her attitude, do anything she'd ask me to, what can I do?

I just can't not think about you, I can't live without you
Don't give me a reason to doubt you, and
I've been counting the days 'til I can outdo
That other guy that you keep around you
I think it's coming soon to a theater near you
But I trip over my words every time I'm near you
I've been praying everything I'm saying's stuff you feel too
But I can't get it out, I'm just writing it all down

Why would I wait up? You think I could do better
Just for the sake of this feeling I remember
From when we first met, think it was last September
Now it's almost December, wish we could be together, oh, oh
Never been in so much pain
Heart feels lost, can't find it, oh
Tell me what you want, I can buy it, oh
Can't you see I'm trying? Oh
Never on the same page
We can always rewrite 'em, though
Insecure, but I don't mind it, though
'Cause, girl, you shine bright like a diamond, oh

I just can't not think about you, I can't live without you
Don't give me a reason to doubt you, and
I've been counting the days 'til I can outdo
That other guy that you keep around you
I think it's coming soon to a theater near you
But I trip over my words every time I'm near you
I've been praying everything I'm saying's stuff you feel too
But I can't get it out, I'm just writing it all down

If I could take my life and put it all back together
Then you're about the type I think I'd want for forever
It was a cloudy night
But either you or your medicine made it pretty bright
I'd kick myself if I said it
But when the night was ending, all I wanted was to keep your sweater on
I know you could do better, oh, but where's the fun in that?
Maybe babydoll would never, been too player, been too clever
You're a razor-sharp go-getter, yeah, but opposites attract

I just can't not think about you, I can't live without you
Don't give me a reason to doubt you, and
I've been counting the days 'til I can outdo
That other guy that you keep around you
I think it's coming soon to a theater near you
But I trip over my words every time I'm near you
I've been praying everything I'm saying's stuff you feel too
But I can't get it out, I'm just writing it all down