"Angel Wings" lyrics

I stopped dreaming in colours, just seeing new shades of black
Keep thinking I see your face, and then the shape retracts
A line on the table, a gun with a target met
No need to shoot it now, I'm not infectious yet
(Yet, yet, yet, yet, yet, yet)
I'm not infectious yet

So can I hide under your angel wings?
'Cause I'm so high
Just keep me alive
On top of the earth

I'm just spinning in circles, head forward, I can't look back
Keep thinking I hear your voice, but then it always cracks
Will I ever be able to be rid of this regret?
You said I should choose hope, I haven't found it yet
I could be faithless (I could be faithless), I could be holy (I could be holy)
I could be anything you ever wanted from me

My God
Why have you forsaken me?

Can I hide under your angel wings?
'Cause I'm so high
Just keep me alive
On top of the earth

I don't mind if you say it now
You carried me out of the fire
But nothing ever seems to change
Guess it's safe to say
You hide behind a mask, but the life you had never slips away
Is it safe to say
That you never fucking loved me anyway?

I
I hope you break your neck

Can I hide under your angel wings?