"Dionysus" lyrics

Something on your mind, I can see it now
Patience don't come easy when I'm so strung out
I paid enough when I hear you shout
I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying to do enough
I'd say I'm sorry but it's not enough
Keep turning pages when I'm feeling rough, I don't know
How much longer can I keep this up?
I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying, it's not enough

If I stare at the stars, for long enough
Would I see you smile?
I don't want to be afraid anymore
So I'll just beg for you, to speak for awhile

Fire in your eyes, you can levitate
Preaching out lies, watch me gravitate to you now
Don't really care what you used to say
I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying to look away
Throwing out lies, watch me levitate
Rack them up high, it's a quick escape from me now
Don't really care what you used to say
I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying not to hesitate

If I stare at the stars, for long enough
Would I see you smile?
I don't want to be afraid anymore
So I'll just beg for you, to speak for awhile

Oh, my, God!