"White Devil" lyrics

I'm a monster
Just look the other way
You should be afraid of everyone
It's all a masquerade
I'm feeling nothing
So I'll take an early grave
You think you're brave enough to be the one
When you can't bring yourself to say my name?

Sometimes I try to push away the anguish
That's haunting from my youth
Sometimes I wish I'd never learned your language
'Cause now I hear the truth
Now I hear the truth

I'll keep on dancing
I'm just shaking off the rage
But if I make it through the other side
I wonder what on earth you're gonna say?

Sometimes I try to push away the anguish
That's haunting from my youth
Sometimes I wish I'd never learned your language
'Cause now I hear the truth
'Cause now I hear the truth

The truth doesn't matter
Of all that I knew
They just let me go harder

Forgive me for the harm I've done
In thought, in word, to anyone

Find myself out of my head
I'd go through hell to keep you safe
God knows I would
But I don't need anyone keeping score
In the end I think you should
'Cause I'd love you anyway