"Me, Forever" lyrics

I've got a loss in my will
I've got a lost ambition
In the face of all that's happened all the opposition
Hostile tensions and hypocrisies that cost me friendships
All the odds that ain't but processed since yet
Don't get me wrong, I am not quite fixed yet
I'm moving on, but I am not forgetting
I'm entertaining a new proposition
That involves me living and evolving past the toxic prison
With constantly seeking y'alls attention
I'mma stop pretending like I can't exist outside your eyes
Exist outside my pride
When the bridges burned down, I will survive
And I thrive
But when I don't, I'mma morph into your shape
Resorted to hyperbolized and porcelain mistakes
Awaken in my heart and only sourcing it for aid
That constitutes a great majority of forces in my way (yeah!)
One step forward, two steps back
One big leap and I could curve this trap
I walk a fine wire in this circus act
And I'm tired cursing of pulling the curtains back
I'm setting boundaries
Between right here and where the mounds be
I took a thousand years before I heard the mountain speak
They broke down vestiges, but found me deep
I've since discovered nights I felt allowed to leave
Felt sound asleep right by the sea
I'm me, just enough
The toxic jungle is just above
And only I decide when I go up
Me
R! A! (v)