"Post-Timeskip Clarity" lyrics

What's the difference?
Between two states of empty
Two plates of twenties scattered, shattered cross the kitchen floor
Could you stop pretending?
This loops bound to break
Let's resume whats been pending
Put me down, end me
What's the difference between the options of the soil
Within which the worms will feast upon as auxiliary spoils
It don't matter to me
Not no more I've had it with me
What if you cut my batteries and drain me of my oil?
What's the difference?
Burried deep in sheaffer black
Thirty deep into my lap
Purple features under my eyes altering to bleaker casts
The urgency of seeking backup now's superfluous and fat
Yeah I flirted with encouragements, my nervous system's snapped
Those that did me dirty prolly deserve a courtesy in fact
Expediting services that mother earth will surely pass
Wait firmly in my grasp
Bring the steel to my flesh
I can turn it into mesh
I'm in a bad mood
You can see I'm more than myth
I'm in the bathroom
Planning to explore my wrist
To end this vacuum
Come on, y'all! Board my ship
I'm leaving mad soon
Sayonara all of my friends, uh

Running through fields of flames
Tryna' hold a smile, hope it heal my pain
It now feels less tempting

M-E-L-A-N-C-H-O-L-Y, that's me!
There go tears and there go years
And thousands spent on therapy
M-E-L-A-N-C-H-O-L-Y, that's me!
There go tears and there go years
And thousands spent on therapy

You've been acting very- irrational, lately