"Aim At Me" lyrics

At least we all know I tried
I can go knowing that I did my best
And you stayed selfish
'Cause I didn't hide from your nasty flaws
Your insecurities that got violent
Too self-absorbed to notice

It's almost a year down to the day
The longest anyone's bared to stay
This close to you, proof it's you
Straight for the kill, quick to load your gun
Then dress us in blame when we all run
I fought for you
And then you pulled the trigger

Yeah, it's so like me to make excuses
For you to abuse, take aim at me
Take aim at me
'Cause I'll be leaving here bloodied and bruised but
I know for sure you lost, not me
Yeah when you lost me

Distorted and hazy now
Aftershocks breaking ground beneath my feet
Losing sense of clarity
I know the millionth times the charm
I've managed to run this far so don't look back
They're never worth it

It's almost a year down to the day
Degrading myself each time I stay
This close to you (This close to you)
Choosing you (Choosing you)
So loyal, I betray myself
Good intentions led straight to hell (Straight to hell)
I paid your dues
And then you pulled the trigger

Yeah, it's so like me to make excuses
For you to abuse, take aim at me
Take aim at me (Take aim at me)
'Cause I'll be leaving here bloodied and bruised but
I know for sure you lost not me
When you lost me

Yeah, it's so like me to make excuses
For you to abuse, take aim at me (Take aim, take aim)
Take aim at me (Take aim)
'Cause I'll be leaving here bloodied and bruised but
I know for sure you lost, not me
When you lost me

(Degrading myself each time I stay)