"Happy For You" lyrics

I saw a letter with a heart in your bio
And now it's half a year since we last spoke
So why did it land like a knockout blow?
Oh I try but I spiral (here we go)

Do you know her favorite songs, make nicer jokes?
Do you dance around the kitchen and kiss her slow?
I heard you're loving her the way you couldn't love me
I heard you're choosing her over everybody

And now I try to be happy for you
I heard you found somebody, somebody new
And I know it's the right thing to do
But you give her all the love, the love I gave to you

And it's killing me, killing me
To be happy for you, I'm not happy for you
I try to be, try to be
So happy for you, I'm not happy for you

Guess I'm falling down the rabbit hole
Undoing all my moving on
Overthinking things I can't control
Cause I could give the world and it'd be not enough

Do you take her on the scenic route when you drive?
Do you actually make an effort to treat her right?
I heard you're loving her the way you couldn't love me
I heard you're choosing her over everybody

And now I try to be happy for you
I heard you found somebody, somebody new
And I know it's the right thing to do
But you give her all the love, the love I gave to you

And it's killing me, killing me
To be happy for you, I'm not happy for you
I try to be, try to be
So happy for you, I'm not happy for you

I think of you fondly to ease my bitter
But swallowing my pride has only made me sicker
I played it complicit while I was your crime
Did you learn without the time?

I try to be happy for you
I heard you found somebody, somebody new
And I know it's the right thing to do
But you give her all the love, the love I gave to you

And it's killing me, killing me
To be happy for you, I'm not happy for you
I try to be, try to be
So happy for you, I'm not happy for you