"Anthony is really tired" lyrics

I was almost a father
Changed my perception on people then promised the world I'll go harder
She was an artist
One line of coke on the dresser she bumped it then swore she'd be smarter
I gave her money and energy
Got sick as fuck, almost died and then I was discarded
Was on half a heart
She repay me by ghosting me while she got high with her fucking guitarist
Girl look what you started
Yeah, She goes on tour and she's stuck in it now
Right after that pregnancy she took her ex to Hawaii
That shit made me suicidal
But fuck how I feel
It's not important
My friends still follow her that shit is horrid
Tells me a lot about people I keep in my circle
They'll listen and hear my disgust
Man, I hope y'all enjoy it
Fuck it

Someone tell sundwn to sent me some beats
Eight times a week I write down what I'm feeling at night 'cause my brain doesn't want me to sleep
I got so much shit that I wanna talk about
Clearing out all of that mental debris
Like how I was dreaming about having a wife and a kid but now
That future is resting in peace