"dissociation" lyrics

I-I mean I seriously can't tell you the last time I actually felt like myself

They're confusin'
I'm a nuisance, yeah
Huge hit feelin' useless
Trip to the bathroom look in the mirror
Ayo, wait a minute bro who's this
I don't even know myself call it "Dissociation"
No one else wants to help me through my phases
Pain I felt, dissipating when I'm faded
I'm just dissociatin'

Yeah, I hate it
They be talking to me like I'm really faking
I forget myself like almost everyday
It's easy just to walkaway from everything that I've created
Hear myself up on the radio, I'm convinced it's not me
People talk about me and then put me in they top 3
See my name in articles it's hard to offer comprehension
I can't even talk about these interviews another second (Yeah)
I'm feeling really different, yeah
I can't even tell you who I was when all I knew back then was reminiscing, yeah
Think I lost myself when I was losing vision
Blurry image of the past, a lot of views on the future
Boutta get a pack like the cards in a booster
I cannot react to the clothes in my closet any longer
I regret ever being a consumer, cuz

They're confusin' (Confusin')
I'm a nuisance (Nuisance)
Yeah, huge hit feelin' useless
Trip to the bathroom look in the mirror (Yeah)
Ayo, wait a minute bro who's this
I don't even know myself call it "Dissociation"
No one else wants to help me through my phases
Pain I felt, dissipating when I'm faded (When I'm faded)
I'm just dissociatin'

A little too much (Much)
Gotta calm down (Down)
No more drugs in my system for now
But I know it won't last
Mind is fragile like glass
I just need a little bit to help the nonsense pass
I mean, maybe that is what I'm drawn to
But you don't never let me call you (Call you)
Plans made always fall through
Guess I'ma fall too