"i might wanna die" lyrics

Yeah, 3:31 in the morning
Rain falling down on the foreign
They don't even want me anyways
So why they getting mad that I ain't tourin'?
Immature and selfish tryna diss me
Dissipate the hate before it kills me
You can say there's darkness on horizon
But I ain't been off xanns since I was 15
Shit I might pop one like brb
Because I'm sick of the damn PTSD
Trauma scars in the brain no freeing me
They wanna fuck with my head no decency
"Get a gun bro, think you need it," just so I can end up self-defeated
Boutta self-destruct and let the world combust
Cause I swear to god no one gives a fuck
No one gives a fuck, I swear nobody ever gives a fuck, uh
No one give a fuck except for the finger that I'm sticking up like

I ain't never ask for a co-sign
Wanna say fuck life, do a coke line
When I see I be thinking of the old times
Funny thing bout life is that it goes on
Funny thing about me I got no taste
Every girl aboutta tell me that was so amaze
Won't believe it cause my heart is a cold place
Try to say I'll fix you, you ain't Coldplay, you don't know me
But you want that, I don't think I'm that cool but I'm not bad
Living in a vacuum while I'm rockin' their shoes
I've been in a fast coupe yeah I'm on that, yeah I'm on that
But it don't help and they want my soul but it won't sell
Only other little thing that I know well
Yo bitch ass going straight to the voicemail, for real